Thursday, April 2, 2015

Spiritual Schizophrenia


There are many dangers that Tripp describes in regard to pastoral culture but I think the one thing he said that zapped me was when he stated how different he was at home and what people saw during times of ministry. It was like having “spiritual schizophrenia.”[1] I can relate to that as a Pastor myself. Do I allow people to see the real me, or I’m I just acting until I can get home and be myself? It’s like wearing two different hats. The book of James talks about the man who looks into a mirror and immediately forgets what he sees and deceives his own heart (James 1:23-26).  There is no more important ministry than the one I leave everyday and go to work.
In chapter 5, Tripp talks about joints and ligaments referring to the body of Christ. He asks the question, does it seem best that most pastors are allowed to live outside of or up above the body of Christ?[2] I see this being lived out in my own church. At times I feel isolated not able to be close with other members of our church for fear of rejection of what they might see and hear instead of receiving the encouragement and sometimes the necessary correction from other members of the body of Christ. If we let our pastors, deacons, elders live in isolation how does one grow in the body?
Years ago I taught my two sons the importance of serving others first. One son is a West Point graduate, the other a Tech Sergeant in the Air Force. “For even the son of man did not come to be served, but to serve and give his life a ransom for many” (Mark 10:45). Humility and serving is a mark of a true leader. Following the example of Christ and how He served others will always cause us to take our eyes off self and put the interests of others before our needs. We will recognize God’s grace and compassion on us, and pour it out on others.
Pastors who do not function within the biblical community by thinking they don’t need help are simply deceiving themselves. As the author points out, there are pastors who consistently crank it out day after day helping others and don’t see a need for help from the community of believers. Colossians 3:15-17 speaks of teaching and admonishing one another. Without the help of others how can we truly see who we are without someone helping us to see ourselves God’s way. If the only preacher I hear is myself, I live in danger of voiding myself of that protective circle of grace-motivated admonishers.[3]


            1 Paul David Tripp, Dangerous Calling, (Wheaton: Crossway, 2012), 18
            2 Ibid, 69
            3 Ibid, 92

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